So very frustrated

I had felt like I was on an upswing the last couple of days. Good days are starting to get fewer and further between, so every one I get I try to make the most of.

Then, out of the blue, I get an allergy attack. I know, from dealing with allergies my whole life, that spring is a rough time. When I lived in the midwest I could be down for weeks. I didn't have so many problems when we first moved here, but when we moved into our new house, it got pretty bad that spring. Not this bad though. I seriously thought I might have to go to the hospital.

Why am I not allowed just a few good days in a row? Why am I not allowed to feel normal anymore?